no past or future here



go away




perks of dating me: u will be the hot one

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"Don’t grieve. Anything you lose comes round in another form."  - Rumi (via psych-facts)

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 My “friends” are dead, parents distant and I was born without a talent to share. I’m scarred beyond fixing, ashamed and everything I touch becomes fucked up. I’m fucking everything up. A fuck up.  What am I living for? We go to a school when we are single digits until 21, graduate from concrete facades where we learnt grades were more important than learning. We get hopefully impressive looking degrees from a hopeful school. We except to find love, a mutual understanding, a strangers child to purchase and help the ‘economy’ Like livestock just producing more meat to be slaughtered. I’ve been crying nearly every night. Can I even survive? This isn’t living. I’m not digesting anything just so maybe, in some fucked up way someone will love my bones, love that I am so closer to death than they are and expect a few showers of kisses and meaningful sex will ‘cure me.’ My motivation has run dry and I’ve become a screaming corpse in the night, a overly bright light in the day to mask the smell of the rotting heart abandoned inside me. Tell me- What am I living for?   (r.k)


"all gays will go to hell"

oh noooo…. what will i do… surrounded with ……. nothing ……. but other homosexuals……….. u win this round……… god

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i want to go on a shopping trip where i am the only one in the shopping mall and everything i want is free

that’s called night robbery 

so be it

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Anonymous said: may i ask you what the symptoms of your disorders are? keep on fighting.

If you want to know the symptoms, google them.

Anonymous said: 39 and 40 :o

39: yep, sleeping pills, and a tranquilizer.
40: I am diagnosed with bulimia, borderline disorder and I am bipolar.